TITLE: "Dark Desires"
Author: Andi
RATING: NC-17. WARNING: Contains Graphic M/M SEX, BDSM, Rape.
PAIRING: Phileas/Passepartout/Count Rimini.
FEEDBACK: Yes, to andigoth2000@yahoo.com
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DISCLAIMERS: I don't own any of these hot guys. I personally can't see anyone WANTING to own a slimeball like Rimini, but to each his own. Though I DO have first dibs on PPT's clone! Suing me would only get you approximately 10$ in change & a lot of REALLY strange books, indie movies, and obscure CDs that no-one listens to but me. So, it's not worth your time.
NOTES: I was worried about posting this for fear of offending people, but was urged to post by the wondrous Denise, an awesome beta reader! Thanx DV! Part II coming SOON.........
SPOILERS: They abound. For Eyes of Lazarus, Black Glove of Melchizedek,
Rocket To the Moon, Crusader in the Crypt, In the Beginning, & Strange Death
of Professor Marechal. You have been warned!
DARK DESIRES
By Andi
I don't know why I'm here.
What the hell am I
doing?
It's a dark alley in the dead of night. I should be at home,
asleep, with Passepartout curled into my arms.
Have I somehow been *drawn* here?
What ---
Is someone
there?
Yes. At the end of the street. I can almost see
them.......
*Rimini.* What ---
Oh God......*no.* NOOOOOOOO
-----
******
I awaken slowly, not knowing where I am. I can't open
my eyes --- sensation of blazing light scorching my irises if I dare to even
squint.
The hell with it. I open my eyes anyway, to be confronted with a
room full of blazing candles.
I can't move. Dear God. My hands are bound
above my head, the leather thongs cutting into my wrists. My ankles are also
bound, one to each post at the foot of the bed I'm lying on, my legs spread
wide, my body stretched taut.
I'm naked. *Why* am I naked?
I can't
speak. I slowly realize there's a leather gag in my mouth, tied tightly between
my lips, something that feels suspiciously like a penis pressing down on my
tongue, preventing me from making any sound louder than a stifled whimper.
*Ah, Mr. Phileas Fogg. You are awake at last.*
Was that voice in my
head? Or was it spoken aloud? I can't tell.
*I have no need to speak
aloud, Mr. Fogg. I have such a strong connection to you.*
Rimini's face
swims into my clouded vision. I blink to clear my vision, and the visage of the
dreadful creature becomes clearer. He's leaning over me, smiling, his fangs
extending over his lips. Fiend.
What does he intend to do to
me?
Rimini smiles slowly. *I have many delights in store for you this
night, my lovely Mr. Fogg.*
In spite of myself, I feel the strength drain from my body. What does he mean
by that? Why has brought me here, tied and gagged me, stripped me naked? WHAT IS
GOING TO BE DONE TO ME?
I'm afraid.
*Good. I need to feel your
fear, Mr. Fogg. I need to feel your pain.*
Pain? No .... please, no ....
don't hurt me. I struggle against my bonds, whimpering as the cords dig into the
tender skin of my wrists. Please don't hurt me.
Rimini runs his hand over
my chest, soothing my agitated body. *You will feel the height of pleasure and
the depths of pain on this night, my lovely one. We will -both- feel pleasure
tonight. I have been waiting for your body for a long time, Mr. Fogg. Your
loveliness does not disappoint me.*
His touch feels strange. I open my
eyes and look down at my body. I realize that Rimini has shaved off all my body
hair; I'm smooth from the crotch up.
*The better to feel your skin, my
lovely.* Rimini trails his long, inhuman fingers down my now-smooth chest, one
fingertip teasing my nipple. *Such a beautiful body. I will enjoy you
thoroughly, Mr. Fogg.*
I squirm under Rimini's fingers. The soft finger
pad stroking my nipple is sending incredible sensations through my body straight
down to my cock. In spite of my fear and revulsion at being touched by this
infernal creature, I feel myself hardening at his touch.
No! I can't
stand the thought of this .... this .... abomination seeing the most intimate
part of me aroused. I *cannot* let him excite me.
But my traitorous body
has other ideas. My cock doesn't seem to differentiate between Rimini's touch
and the touch of any other lover trying to arouse my passions. It's already
jutting into the air, getting harder by the second.
*Ah, Mr. Fogg. Or should I say Phileas? You -do- want me. Your mind may
resist, but your body is truthful.*
Again, that horrible smile, letting
me see his evil fangs. For one terrible, fleeting moment, I imagine what those
fangs could do to the more sensitive areas of my body. Rimini's smile widens. I
*know* he hears my thoughts, as loud and clear as if I had screamed them
aloud.
*Yes, dear Phileas, the more tender areas of your body -could- be
savaged. But I will not do
that. Not ..... the first time.*
The first
time? Dear God, no. He can't be planning .... to keep me in this infernal place,
draining me, torturing me .... fucking me. No .... oh please, no
.....
*You will be kept here as long as I wish for it to be so, Phileas.
Now that I have control of your mind, you cannot escape me. You will be mine
completely .... in body and soul, soon enough.*
For the first time I
realize that Rimini is also naked. If I wasn't caught in such a desperate
situation, I would admire the smooth muscles, the golden skin, the well-toned
body. He *is* a very attractive man, as Rebecca said. If only he wasn't going to
use that body to do God know what to mine.
Rimini moves his stroking
fingers down to my rock-hard cock, caressing, teasing, arousing me even further.
He curls his fingers around the shaft, and I moan against the gag, trying to
pump my hips up against his hand, but restrained by the cords tying my spread
legs to the bed. It's maddening, this not being able to move my body
.....
Rimini laughs softly. *Frustrating, isn't it, Phileas? So aroused
.... and no release in sight .... Do not worry, you will find release soon
enough, my lovely.*
Rimini rubs his fingers across the tip of my weeping
cock, thoroughly coating his fingers with clear, sticky fluid. He brings his
fingers to his mouth, sucking them, closing his eyes, obviously savoring the
taste of me on his tongue. It's sexual and horrible at the same time.
He
licks his lips and reaches between my legs again, this time fisting the throbbin
shaft, fisting me almost painfully. He kneels by the bed, his face near
mine.
*I have waited an eternity for this.*
With one fluid
movement, he's on the bed .... kneeling between my spread legs. His head dives
into my groin, taking my throbbing length into his mouth and sucking hard. I
gasp, finally having the friction against my flesh that I've been yearning for.
Oh God, so good .....
I can't help myself. The warm wetness of his hot
mouth sucking my cock is more than I can stand. His tongue presses against the
exquisitely sensitive ridge on the underside of my cock, then circles the flesh
just under the head, prodding, caressing, moving to the tip of my cock, driving
hard into the slit. I scream against my gag and come, struggling helplessly at
my bonds, unable to voice my pleasure.
He keeps sucking until the last
spasms have passed, finally letting my cock slip out of his mouth. He runs his
tongue over the sensitive skin of my now-smooth groin, making me squirm under
his searching mouth. It's a new sensation .... and a not entirely unpleasant
one.
*And now, my dear Phileas --- now -you- will pleasure -me.- In the
same manner.*
My eyes fasten on Rimini's crotch. Christ, his cock is
*HUGE*, the head nearly twice the size of mine. My God, there is *no way* THAT
will fit into my mouth. I shake my head, refusing. Rimini's eyes darken, not
with passion, but with anger.
*You -will- pleasure me. I demand
it.*
No! A thousand times, no!
*You have no
choice.*
Rimini's hands are fumbling with the buckle behind my head that
holds the leather gag so tightly in my mouth. The strap is loosened, and he
pulls the gag out of my mouth. I see that there is some sort of leather phallus
in the middle of the leather strip between my lips that had been pressing down
on my tongue, forcing me to swallow convulsively every few moments. No wonder
the gag had been so horribly uncomfortable.
I clamp my lips firmly
closed. *No.* I will not.
*Open your mouth.*
No!
*OPEN YOUR
MOUTH!*
NO, damn you! Nothing you can do to me will make me suck .....
THAT. I will not. I *cannot.*
*Do you realize what I can do to those you
love?*
His inner voice is like the crack of a shot inside my
head.
*I can easily kill your cousin, your handsome young friend Verne
..... even your French manservant, the man you love beyond all reasoning. I can
kill them all. Without even trying. Unless you open your mouth to me.
-Now.-*
I give up the struggle. What is the use? He's right. He can kill
them all .... easily .... Rebecca, Jules, and my beloved Passepartout .... and
not care. My cousin, my best friend, and the man I love more than life itself.
And, besides, maybe if> I let him rape my mouth, he'll lose interest in any
other parts of me .... particularly my arse.
I open my mouth.
Rimini thrusts himself into my mouth, hard. I gag as
I feel his cock hit the back of my throat, then just as quickly pull out again,
only to ram itself back into my mouth a moment later. He keeps thrusting into my
open mouth, not giving me a chance to do anything other than gasp a deep breath
between each thrust.
With a grunt, Rimini thrusts into my mouth one last
time --- and stays there. My God, he's enormous. My jaw aches from the pressure
of keeping my mouth open this wide. I close my eyes, praying this will be over
soon ......
*Suck me, Phileas. Now.*
I obey the order. His psychic
connection with me must be growing stronger as we become more intimate. It's
getting harder for me to disobey him. I swirl my tongue around the enormous
head, hearing him hiss with pleasure. I patiently work my tongue around every
inch of the throbbing flesh filling my mouth, until he comes.
Rimini's
seed fills my mouth, shoots down my throat. I swallow convulsively, managing to
get most of the vile taste out of my mouth --- until Rimini pulls out halfway
and continues to spasm in my mouth. I am forced to roll his semen around on my
tongue like a fine wine before swallowing the last of it.
Rimini lies on
top of me for a few moments, then retrieves the gag from the table beside the
bed and shoves it between my lips again. The leather phallus pushing between my
lips is almost a relief after the huge cock that has just raped my mouth. He
buckles the gag behind my head, drawing the strap as tightly as it will go. I
moan, once again reduced to an inarticulate, helpless prisoner.
Which is
not altogether unpleasant. It is, in a way, rather exciting to be lying here,
bound and gagged, helpless to defend myself, not knowing what delights/tortures
my body will experience.
Rimini stands up, goes to the bottom of the bed.
He unties the cords binding my ankles, but I still can't move. His mental power
is holding me immobile. I'm no more than a helpless puppet to him. He looks up
at me, and grins, letting me see his fang teeth once again.
Dear God,
what is he going to do to me now?
He turns me over in one smooth
movement.
No. Oh God, no. Not that. Anything but that.
I've never
been penetrated by another man in my entire life. Rebecca has always thought it
rather humorous that in my time in the Secret Service, I got away with never
having to let another man shag me. She always ends her observations with "And
they are probably rather sad about that. A very tempting arse you have indeed,
Phileas." Ha.
My arse might be tempting, but it is entirely virginal. And
I want it to stay that way.
I marvel at the fact that Passepartout lets
me penetrate his arse, night after night after night. I know it feels good to
him --- but I can't imagine having another man, not even my beloved
Passepartout,> drive his cock into my arse hole. I can't believe that it
wouldn't hurt like hell. Try as I may with Passepartout, I cannot bring myself
to countenance anyone doing that to me. Not even my lover.
And now it
looks as though the choice has been taken away from me. I am about to be
penetrated, whether I like it or not.
I cannot imagine what Rimini's huge cock will do to my arse hole. That ....
thing .... will tear me apart. I have a terrible momentary image of being torn
irreparably, bleeding to death while Rimini rapes me over and over
again.
I moan and struggle against my bonds with all my --- sad to say,
feeble --- strength. It's no use. The bonds are cruelly tight. I only succeed in
scraping my wrists raw.
*Spread your legs for me, Phileas.* Rimini's
mental voice is soft, caressing. A lover's voice.
I can't help myself.
The mental command is too strong for me. I spread my legs as wide as I can,
exposing the most intimate parts of myself to the loathsome creature's
sight.
Rimini begins to stroke my inner thighs, his fingers surprisingly
soft and gentle on my tender skin. He works his way up to my buttocks, until his
hands alternate between cupping my cheeks and caressing them. He slips his
fingers into the crack of my arse, chuckling when I moan with pleasure in spite
of myself.
I feel his fingers spreading my arse cheeks. Then a soft
finger pad stroking over the quivering bud between my buttocks, again
surprisingly gentle. No pain, just soft, gentle fingertips, caressing, stroking,
arousing me to fever pitch.
His fingers feel slick. Has he oiled them? No
matter. So soft .... mmmmmmm .....
Without warning, Rimini presses one
finger against my arse hole, pushing it a little way inside me. I yelp against
my gag, trying to pull away from his finger, but not having anywhere to go,
other than grinding my crotch into the mattress.
The finger pulls out.
It's a strange feeling .... being opened. As thought all my defenses are
crumbling ....
*You have no defenses against me, Phileas. You are
completely helpless. You are mine, to do with as I desire.*
I want to
cry. He's right. I'm nothing but a helpless toy for him to play with. My pain,
my pleasure .... none of it means anything to him. He can use me and discard me
at his whim. And there is nothing that I can do to stop it.
I feel
another finger working its way slowly into my arse hole, along with the first.
Rimini scissors his fingers, widening me, opening me. I know he's preparing me
for the granite column between his legs.
I'm afraid. No, not afraid. I'm
terrified.
Rimini pulls his fingers out of me. In the next moment, I feel
warm breath against my buttocks. What the hell --- ??
And then he's
licking me.
Oh God, his tongue .... now I know what it must feel like
for Passepartout when I tongue him from behind. Ohhhhhhhhhh .... don't stop.
Please, don't stop. So soft .... so wet .... ohhhhhhh .... tongue .... lips ....
mouth .....
Then his tongue enters me.
I realize I'm pushing my arse back against
Rimini's face. His long, strong, inhuman tongue is pushing into me, tasting me
in places no-one has ever been. His tongue finds my prostate, strokes it, again
and again, until I'm nearly insensate with the intense pleasure.
I grind
my crotch into the mattress under me as Rimini's tongue fucks my arse. Within
moments, I come, my muscles tightening around his tongue, only making him thrust
that damned inhuman appendage deeper inside me. When my spasms have stopped, he
withdraws it and climbs off the bed.
I almost sob with relief. So, maybe
he isn't going to rape my arse after all. Or --- horrible thought --- maybe he's
saving that for another time? Letting me lie here, helpless, contemplating what
is still to come?
*No, Phileas. I have something else planned for
you.*
Rimini turns me over onto my back, spreading my legs and tying my
ankles to the bedposts again. He runs his hands up my legs to my crotch, pushing
his fingers between my buttocks again, stroking my hot, throbbing hole.
I moan and thrust my body back against his fingers. Two of the digits push
inside me, sending a wave of pleasure through my body. I lift myself up, then
push down again, fucking myself on Rimini's fingers.
*Yes, Phileas, take
your pleasure. I know that you were not satisfied by our recent
encounter.*
I can't stop myself. I move my body up and down on his
fingers, wanting his fingers inside my arse, fucking myself as hard as I can. My
cock is throbbing again, and Rimini bends his head to lick the clear fluid
oozing from the tip.
That is too much for me. I come, moaning into the
gag, my body twisting and jerking between the bedposts. The force of my third
orgasm of the night brings tears to my eyes.
Rimini waits until my body
has spent itself, until my chest stops its heaving. He moves his hand over my
smoothness, his fingers tweaking my nipples.
*And now, for the grande
denouement of the evening.*
He reaches for a bellpull beside the bed. In
a moment, the door opens, and two of Rimini's vampire minions enter the room,
dragging a naked, struggling man between them. The dim illumination of the now-
nearly-extinguished candles makes it hard to see the man, but I can tell he is
gagged with the same sort of the leather strip that silences me, and bound at
the wrists.
I squint. He looks familiar .....
An icy wave of fear
rushes over me. No. It can't be. Dear God, no.
The minions untie the
man's hands, raising his arms above his head and tightening a pair of leather
cuffs suspended from the ceiling around his wrists. They pull a rope attached to
the cuffs, pulling the man's arms above his head until he's slightly
off-balance.
He raises his head, his eyes widening when he sees me lying
on the bed, obviously as helpless as he is.
It's Passepartout.
My
love. My life. The one person I would have had remain untouched by the
sordidness of my life. The one person I would give my life to have Rimini not
know about .... and he's here, in this horrible place, naked, helpless. A
captive for Rimini to taunt me with.
Rimini looks at Passepartout,
smiles. My lover's face drains of all colour, seeing the evil fang teeth jutting
below Rimini's bottom lip. He knows what Rimini will more than likely do to him.
To both of us.
*I think we should let your lover join our privileged
little circle, don't you think, Phileas? Hmmmmmm? It would be a shame for him
not know our thoughts.*
Rimini advances toward Passepartout, baring his
fangs.
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Rimini grabs Passepartout's curly hair and
forces his head back. I see the gleaming fangs sink into my lover's
throat.
Passepartout moans against his gag, tried to struggle, but it's
useless. The way he's bound, his hands above his head, he can barely move, let
alone marshal the strength to fight Rimini.
Rimini only drinks for a few
seconds. Then he moves away from Passepartout, pressing his fingers against my
valet's neck to stop the flow of blood. Passepartout's eyes are closed; he's
obviously dazed by the sudden attack.
Rimini's eyes move between his two
helpless captives, a smile quirking the corners of his lips.
Then he
opens the psychic link between all three of us.
I realize what he intends
to do. He's going to let Passepartout feel everything he does to me, and let me
feel everything he does to Passepartout. Raping both of us, at the same
time.
Bastard. Evil fucker.
*M-Master?*
It's all right,
Passepartout. He hasn't hurt me.
*H-how ...?*
*Ah. A
communication already. Excellent.*
Passepartout is crying, tears streaming down his cheeks. Rimini brushes the
diamond-bright tears away, his touch almost gentle. I can feel his fingers on
Passepartout's skin as if he were touching *me.*
*Ah. So handsome. I can
see why Phileas has taken you as a lover. As would I. You are a very beautiful
man .... Jean.*
A blush slowly spreads across Passepartout's face. Jean.
I never call him Jean. I always call him Passepartout, even in our most intimate
moments. And this *monster* has the balls to call him Jean.
Rimini
encircles Passepartout's slender waist with one arm. Passepartout --- Jean, I
must remember to call him Jean --- tries to pull away, but in his position, it's
almost impossible. Rimini laughs softly, and lets his fingers move up to my
lover's smooth chest, his fingers squeezing one rosy nipple.
GET YOUR
FILTHY HANDS OFF HIM!
*My, my, Phileas. Share and share
alike.*
Rimini's soft mental laughter cuts through me. I can't even
caress Passepartout in front of Rebecca and Jules, much less in public --- and
here is this loathsome creature touching him intimately. My blood boils. I
struggle wildly, twisting my body against my bonds.
*Master! No .... stop
.... you will hurt yourself!*
There is such distress on Passepartout's
face that I stop struggling.
Don't touch him!
*Oh, I will do much
more than touch him. I will do whatever I please to him.*
Rimini turns
Passepartout so that his back is to me. He puts one hand between Passepartout's
buttocks, spreading his arse cheeks and stroking his finger across his arse
hole, as he had been doing to me just --- moments? hours? --- ago.
In the
position I'm lying in, I have a clear, unobstructed view of Passepartout's arse
--- and what those long, slim fingers are doing to it.
"Mmmmmmmffffff!"
The only sound I can make.
"Mmmmmmmmmppppppfffffff!" Passepartout answers
me, his voice a terrified whimper.
*As you think so highly of your
virginity, I will not take you, Phileas. However, since we both -know- that
Passepartout has been penetrated before, many times, I have no compunction about
taking -him-. And you will -watch-. You will watch every moment of
Passepartout's suffering.*
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Leave him
alone!
Only a mental gasp from Passepartout.
Rimini doesn't give
either of us much time. He moves behind Passepartout, thrusting his enormous
cock into my lover.
Passepartout's mental scream seems to go on and on
forever, echoing inside my head. I can *feel* his pain, the thrusting, the
tearing, the excruciating pain as Rimini's huge cock drives into his arse again
and again.
It's infinitely worse than anything Rimini could have done to
me. And he knows it. With the mental link he's established between all three of
us, by raping Passepartout, he's also raped me, more cruelly than he could have
if he had taken me by force.
I feel Rimini come inside Passepartout. My
lover screams against his gag again as Rimini's seed fills him, as every spasm
pours more bitter fluid into his raw body. Rimini finally withdraws, and I see a
trickle of blood moving down Passepartout's thigh. There is blood smeared on
Rimini's cock as well.
You bastard. I'll kill you for this.
*How
can you kill me, Phileas? I am already dead, as you well know.*
He kneels
in front of Passepartout, taking my lover's rigid, jutting cock deeply into his
mouth. I feel his tongue moving over the sensitive flesh of Passepartout's
manhood, curling around the shaft, sucking, bringing him to orgasm within a few
short moments.
Rimini gets to his feet, walking over to a chair where
he's apparently left his clothes. He begins to dress, watching both of us.
Passepartout is sobbing softly, his body shaking. I lay there and watch Rimini,
a thousand thoughts of how I would like to rip him into tiny pieces running
through my head at lightning speed.
*Ah, Phileas, you know you cannot
kill me. I know your thoughts, my love. You are aroused as well as repulsed by
my touch. What was done to you tonight is only the beginning. You and
Passepartout both still have much to learn from me.*
He steps over to the
bed, and loosens the cords that bind my wrists. Not much, but enough for me to
loosen them completely if I work at them long enough.
Aloud he says, "And
I bid you both a good night, mes cheries."
And then he's gone.
I
work patiently to free my wrists from the tight leather cords. After what seems
like an eternity, they fall away. I sit up, ignoring the protests of my bruised
body, and untie my ankles.
I nearly fall off the four-poster bed in my
haste to get to Passepartout. I quickly unfasten the cuffs that hold his wrists
above his head. He collapses into my arms, his face against my shoulder, his
arms going around my waist, pressing my close to him.
"M-M-Master ....."
His voice is a broken whisper.
I feel horrible. Poor Passepartout has
endured so much more than I have this night --- or has he? Physically, at least.
I shudder to think of the pain he must be suffering.
"Let's get you home,
Passepartout." That is all I can think of to say.
I shrug into my clothes
and wrap a blanket around my trembling lover. I find that Rimini has left a
carriage --- how very kind of him, to provide transportation for his victims, I
think sarcastically --- and within the hour, we are back at Savile
Row.
And now it is morning, and I cannot sleep.
It is not only the
pain of my raw and abused body that keeps me awake.
It is my bruised and
battered mind.
Was he right?
Did his touch, his mouth, his cock,
arouse me as much as he obviously believes?
Yes. Damn him to hell, the
answer is yes.
And it *will* happen again. Of that I have no
doubt.
I can only wait. With a mixture of dread, fear ---
And
overwhelming desire.
******
Another sleepless night.
I don't know what I'm feeling --- terror,
anticipation .... arousal?
Yes, definitely arousal. The mere thought of
Rimini's hands stroking my body again already has me hard.
Damn him damn
him damn him to hell. And while I'm at it, I may as well damn *myself* --- for
being utterly unable to resist him.
After what that monster did to
Passepartout, why can't I hate him? WHY?
I *DO* hate him. But .... I also
desire him. And the fiend *knows* it.
He has such control over my mind
.... and, apparently, my body as well.
Rimini has unleashed a new
sensation in my mind, as much as the physical sensations he's forced my body to
endure.
I know what it is. Something I never thought I would feel. Shame.
****
**** ****
It's been four nights. Four long, sleepless, soul-searching
nights.
Four nights of my body burning for his touch, four nights of
being so painfully aroused by the mere thought of him that the slightest touch
can send me over the edge.
I can't go to Passepartout. It's impossible
for me to even consider making love to him. Not
with the thoughts of Rimini's
hands, his mouth, his cock still in my head. That deranged monster has already
done enough damage to my beloved. I will not let him touch Passepartout
again.
Jean. That .... creature .... called him Jean. Something I cannot
bring myself to do, even in our most intimate moments. Damn.
And
Passepartout --- Jean, dammit! Jean! --- does't need me for sex. Not after what
Rimini did to him. He needs .... comfort. And I feel so guilty --- holding him,
caressing him, letting him sleep in my arms --- when all the while my body is
burning for the touch of the creature who raped him.
I've tried to
satisfy myself with my own hands, imagining it's Rimini who touches me .... but
it isn't the same. No-one --- not even Passepartout --- has been able to arouse
me as much as he does.
The marks on my throat are growing
fainter.
But the desire for him is growing stronger.
It's too hot.
I can't sleep. Maybe if I go downstairs .... have a drink ....
Ah.
Better. Damned nightshirt. The air is cool against my naked skin .... but it
doesn't cool the heat of my desire, scorching me from within.
I open the
door to Passepartout's room, just a crack, just to make sure he's all right. He
is sleeping soundly, safely. Sweet Passe --- Jean. My Jean.
Downstairs,
the air is cooler. I get a half- full bottle of sherry from the liquor cabinet.
Ah. Well, maybe *this* will send me to sleep ....
The image of Rimini and
I together slams into my brain with a ferocity that makes me gasp.
My
cheeks burn with shame as the memory of my wanton actions returns to me with
crushing force.
Rimini's inhumanly long, slim fingers thrusting into my
arse .... and me pumping myself up and down on those fingers, fucking myself on
his hand.
I choke. Another memory crashes into my head.
Rimini's monstrous cock
in my mouth --- and me sucking at it, feeling his release down my throat,
tasting him on my tongue.
*Why* am I remembering this so vividly
*now*?
Suddenly I'm pushed back on the couch cushions. Unable to move.
Unable to speak. Almost unable to breathe.
He's here. On top of
me.
*Ah, Phileas. So lovely to see you again so soon. And naked, too. You
must have been waiting for me, hmmmmmm?*
I can't move, can't think. This
is what I've spent four agonizing days waiting for .... longing for ....
dreading ....
*Open your mind, Phileas. You cannot hide your desires from
me.*
I feel his mind probing into mine, uncovering the shameful desire
for him that I've tried so hard to hide .... even from myself. It's almost as
much of a violation as if he'd pushed his cock into me.
But he's right. I
can't hide from him. Even if my thoughts don't betray me, my body
will.
He will know just how much I want him .... the instant he touches
me.
The fiend strokes my cheek, bending over me, his breath warm against
my face. I can't look away from his eyes, boring into mine.
He knows. He
knows I want him.
*Yes, beautiful Phileas. And I want -you.-*
He
takes me into his arms and covers my mouth with his, his long tongue pushing
between my lips. His tongue is stroking mine, probing my mouth in time with his
hands stroking my body. I'm helpless to stop this.
I don't want it to
stop.
Rimini enfolds me in his arms and carries me to the fur rug in
front of the fire. Instantly, a fire springs up in the grate --- another talent
of his, I suppose, he'll never have to carry matches --- and throws light over
the room.
The same rug that Passepartout and I first made love
on.
Passepartout!
*Do not worry, dear Phileas. Jean will not know
what is happening here tonight.*
Don't hurt him!
*I will not touch
Jean. I give you my word. It is not Jean I want. It is you.*
To my utter
disgust, a single tear rolls down my cheek.
*Jean will not wake. He will
never know that I have been here. And he will not be harmed.*
Thank
you.
*You have little to thank me for, Phileas. I mean to make you suffer
.... terribly .... over the coming time.*
Weeks? Years? My
lifetime?
*As long as I want you.*
A chill sweeps through my body.
I can't stand this. It's only been four days, and the suffering is already
nearly unbearable.
*Not that kind of suffering, my beauty.*
I
realize what he means. Physical suffering. Pain.
No. Please, no. Don't
hurt me.
*In time, you will welcome the pain, Phileas. It will be a
release.*
I try to shake my head, to negate the horrible words. I can't
move.
I realize that the bonds, the gag, were just an added visual
stimulation for Rimini. The power of his mind is holding me as helpless now as I
was when I was bound and gagged on his bed.
Rimini chuckles and cups my
chin in his hand, forcing me to look into his eyes.
*Yes, lovely one, I
enjoy seeing you helpless. Lips as tempting as yours -should- be
gagged.*
He reaches for his cravat, long fingers pulling the knot loose.
I know what he's going to do with it. He reaches into his breast pocket, pulling
out a silken handkerchief embroidered with his initials.
AR.
Rimini releases his mental hold on me just enough to let me
struggle against him as his hands move over my face, stuffing the handkerchief
into my mouth. Then his fingers are moving against the back of my head as he
ties the cravat tightly between my lips.
The mental pressure is suddenly
gone. I still can't move, but I no longer feel the pressure against my vocal
cords, silencing me.
No, this time I'm silenced physically. It's not as
uncomfortable as the leather gag he used on me before, but still ....
constricting.
"Mmmmmmfffff!" The only sound I can make.
I still
can't move.
*Now, Phileas. Did you think I would release you completely?
Don't be ridiculous.*
Well? What happens now?
*Hmmmmmm. Do not be
so eager, my beautiful one. All in good time. Some rope, if you
please.*
A length of leather cord is in his hand. I blink. Where the hell
did that come from? Can he .... call in objects from thin air?
Apparently
he can. Rimini rolls me over on my stomach and binds my wrists at the small of
my back. At least he can't bind my legs.
Rimini is cupping my arse
cheeks, his hands warm, caressing. The mental grip is still holding me in place,
unable to move.
*Spread your legs for me, Phileas.*
I have no
choice but to obey. I spread my legs wide, torn between desire and
terror.
I feel Rimini's fingers stroking the backs of my legs, his hands
working their way up to my buttocks. He uses his long fingers to spread my arse
cheeks apart, brushing one digit across the tender opening between my buttocks,
arousing me unbearably.
Go on, put it in. *Put it in!*
He laughs
softly.
*No, my sweet. This is what I meant when I said you would
suffer.*
And he keeps stroking me, for what seems like forever. What
starts as pleasure quickly becomes excruciating. I can't .... no .... unnhhhhhh
....
After what feels like eternity, he turns me over. I can't stop my
body from arching upward, toward his hands, his mouth.
*How does it feel,
Phileas? How does it feel to be betrayed by your own body? How does it feel to
know that your body desires me as much as your mind hates me?*
Please
.... no more .... I can't stand it ....
*Hmmmmm......let us make the
connection a bit stronger.*
Rimini pulls my head back, exposing my
throat. His gleaming fangs descend toward me.
If I wasn't gagged, I would
scream.
Mentally, I'm shrieking.
His fangs dig into my throat. At
first, it feels as though my skin is burning, melting in the intense heat. Then
an icy coolness spreads through me, and I can feel the blood being sucked out of
my body.
It's not entirely unpleasant.
In fact, what blood is left
in my body seems to be going straight to my cock. It's pulsing with vivid life,
leaking freely at the tip. I feel as though I'll explode at the slightest touch.
I have never been so thoroughly aroused in my life. Every pore of my
body is throbbing, radiating desire.
Is it Rimini's touch --- or that
fact that he's sucking my life out of me that is arousing me to a fever
pitch?
Abruptly, he stops. I moan against my gag as the incredible
sensations fade, warmth again returning to my body.
The psychic
connection between us is stronger than ever. I can almost feel him
breathing.
*Now, you will feel my pleasure --- and I yours.*
I
realize what this means. I will be able to feel Rimini's pleasure when he takes
me. Oh dear God.
I will, in effect, be making love to
myself.
*That is correct, dear Phileas. You will feel my pleasure --- and
your own pain.*
Fiend. Monster. Pervert.
*And your lover, Phileas.
Do not forget to add that title to the list.*
Rimini fishes about in his
jacket pocket for a moment, finally withdrawing two small silver clamps. What
the hell are *those* for --- ?
I find out.
He clamps one to each
of my nipples. I wince as a quicksilver pain flashes through my body, and is
just as quickly gone.
Without a word, Rimini lowers his mouth to my
crotch. He spreads my legs even wider with his
hands, his long fingers
stroking my inner thighs.
He pushes my knees up against my
chest.
No. He can't. Not here.
*No, Phileas. Not yet. You have a
while to wait before .... being deflowered.*
His hand moves down between
my buttocks again. In the position I'm in, he has easy access. The damnable
stroking against my arse hole begins again, but now his fingers are harder,
rougher.
After a few minutes, it starts to hurt.
And, God help
me, I want those fingers inside me.
*Patience, my beauty.
Patience.*
Rimini strokes my arse hole until I'm open, throbbing. One
finger presses against me, slips inside. Then another. Ohhhhhhhhh
....
His fingers rake against my prostate. God .... a third fingers slips
into me. It hurts.
*Satisfy yourself, Phileas. Now.*
I can't help
myself. With the connection between us made so much stronger by him drinking
more of my blood, I'm completly helpless to disobey any command Rimini gives
me.
I pump my arse on his fingers, fucking myself as hard as I can.
Rimini's other hand moves to my chest, and flickers across my nipples.
A commingling of pleasure and pain bursts into my consciousness. The
silver clamps seem to dig into my nipples, while at the same time waves of
pleasure rush through my body, radiating from my
chest.
Unnnhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm right on the verge. Only another few
thrusts ---
Then Rimini's fingers are gone. I'm left hanging, my cock
jutting painfully into thin air, my body thrusting against
nothing.
Rimini hauls me to my knees, moving behind me and pressing my
body against his. His fingers move teasingly over my rigid cock, then are just
as quickly gone. Damn.
*Bend over.*
I obey, pressing my hot cheek
into the soft fur. I feel Rimini spreading my legs, spreading my cheeks. Again.
His fingers are cupping my balls. Stroking, caressing, tugging.
Warm breath.
Then, his tongue against my arse hole.
And
inside.
*Do not move, Phileas. Be still.*
I have no choice but to
obey.
This is too much. His tongue, soft and warm, stroking my prostate
.... his hands still cupping my balls, stroking the exquisitely sensitive knot
on each testicle, stopping when he knows I'm nearing climax. I can't stand
it.
He pulls his tongue out of me, licking and kissing around the tender
hole. Then his lips move down, taking my balls between his lips, sucking,
tonguing. My God. So good ....
He moves back to my hole, finding me
slightly open, pushing his long, strong tongue inside, then pulling it out
again, teasing me. Fucking my arse hole with his tongue.
What would it
feel like to have a cock there?
*You will discover the answer to that,
Phileas. Patience. Soon you will be fulfilled.*
No! I don't want that
.... thing .... inside me. I'd rather die.
*You -do- want it. And you
shall have it.*
NO!
*Do you think you can stop me? You are my
plaything, Phileas. A pretty toy for me to use and discard at my
pleasure.*
He's right.
God help me, I *do* want it.
I've
never been so afraid in my life.
His tongue is still working at my arse
hole. It's beginning to hurt. As though he senses my discomfort, Rimini takes
his mouth away. I groan against my gag as the warm tongue leaves my hole, torn
between pain and pleasure.
Rimini pulls my body back against him again,
his hands stroking my stomach.
*So smooth .... much better. I shall have
to shave you again soon. Only this time, you shall be awake to savor the
experience.*
I shudder. That's one experience I don't wish to
have.
*Ah, but you will. I will make it rather ....
pleasurable.*
I bet you will.
*Do you doubt my ability to give you
pleasure?*
No. Not at all. I know only too well how much he can pleasure
me.
But I also realize how painful he can make it, if he chooses
to.
*Ah. Pleasure or pain. Or both.*
In one swift movement, he
removes the small silver clamps from my nipples, dropping them to the floor with
a soft "clink."
Then his fingers are rubbing my nipples.
The most
excruciating pain mixed with the most exquisite pleasure sears through my body.
My nipples have been so sensitized by the clamps that any touch is
painful/pleasurable at the same time. I nearly double over, but Rimini's arms
keep me from moving.
He keeps rubbing my nipples, knowing full well what
I'm feeling. He can feel it himself.
It feels incredible.
It
hurts.
Pleasure and pain. With the pleasure --- just barely --- winning
out.
He's still rubbing my nipples.
Bastard.
Rimini lowers
me to the floor. He brushes his lips gently across my nipples, sending a last
rush of sensation through me.
He hasn't touched the hardness between my
thighs. Almost as if he's intended to ignore my desperate need of release.
*That is what I mean by suffering, Phileas. No release. Not
tonight.*
What?
He laughs softly.
*It is much worse than
being taken, no?*
Yes.
I realize my face is wet. I'm
crying.
Please! I can't bear this.
*No. Not yet. You will suffer
first.*
Rimini leans over me, reaching behind my back and loosening the
leather cords enough for me to free my hands. But not yet. I still can't
move.
*Good night, my beautiful angel. I have enjoyed you greatly
tonight. As I will on many more nights to come.*
Wait! When?
Where?
*When you do not expect it.*
He presses a last kiss against
my nipple.
He's gone.
I pull my hands free of the cords and sit
up, my bruised body aching in rather uncomfortable places. I can't believe he's
left me like this.
Without thinking, my hands move between my legs. I'm
stroking my aching cock with both hands, desperate for release.
No.
Wait.
As if in a dream, I move one hand to my arse hole. I gasp against
my gag as I push one finger into myself.
The sensation is incredible. I
never thought that touching myself could bring such pleasure.
I slip
another finger inside, and move my other hand on my throbbing cock, squeezing,
pumping.
I move my fingers in and out of my arse hole in time with my
pumping hand.
Within moments, I come, the force of my orgasm making me
sob against the cloth in my mouth.
I lay on the rug for what seems to me
like a lifetime. Finally, I roll over on my stomach and raise my hands to the
back of my head, pulling at the knotted gag. I loosen it and pull it out of my
mouth, flinging it across the floor.
Despite myself, a sob breaks out of
me. Then another.
Then I'm crying, deep racking sobs that I can't hold
back.
I sit up and double over, pressing my burning face against my
knees.
Is this what he intended? That I would be *forced* to fuck
myself?
Yes.
Sadistic. Cruel. Monstrous.
And my lover.
God. As much as I hate to say it, Rimini *is* my lover, as much as Passepartout
is.
Even more so. Rimini has allowed me to explore a dark side of myself
that I never knew existed.
He will be back. He *will* take me?
Was
that a threat or a promise?
The voice is dark with desire in the back of
my mind --- but I hear it as clearly as if his lips brushed my ear.
*A
promise.*
God help me.
I am beyond
help.
***********
I stay where I am for a long time, my face
pressed against my knees, waiting for my sobs to subside. I can't stop
crying.
How can I live like this?
A shriek tears through the still
air.
PASSEPARTOUT!
I get to my feet, ignoring the aches of my
bruised body, and rush up the stairs to Passepartout's door. My hand freezes on
the doorknob.
What will I find inside?
If that monster has hurt
Passepartout ....
What will I do? Kill him? Ha.
There is nothing I
*can* do.
I open the door.
Passepartout is sitting up in bed, his
hands covering his face. He seems to be all right, thank God. Just frightened.
Maybe he was dreaming.
I cross the room and take my lover in my arms.
He's trembling, his body shaking in violent spasms.
"Jean? What is it?
What's happened? Are you all right?"
Jean. I called him Jean. And it
seemed to come to me so naturally.
He turns his face into my shoulder and
doesn't speak. I can feel his tears, wet against my skin. After a moment, his
arms go around me, hugging me to him.
"M-Master .... h-he ...." He can
barely speak.
He? Rimini?
Does my lover *know* what has just
taken place downstairs?
"Ssssshhhhhhhhh, Jean .... it's all right. I
won't let anything happen to you." Empty promises. He knows as well as I do that
I cannot stop Rimini if he chooses to take Passepartout again.
I push my
lover back against the cool pillows. Hopefully, I can comfort him enough to send
him back to sleep.
Then I see the two livid puncture wounds on his
throat, crimson against his pale flesh.
He *promised.* He said Jean would
never know he was here .... he *said* that my love wouldn't be harmed.
I
should have known better than to trust him.
I press my fingers against
the wounds on Jean's throat, as if that could make them disappear. I can feel
his pulse throbbing beneath his skin. Or is that the bite marks, throbbing with
a life of their own?
"He was here. He hurt you." My voice is flat,
expressionless.
Passepartout turns his face away from me. I feel a
flicker in the back of my mind, slowly growing stronger.
Shame.
Am
*I* feeling what Passe --- Jean is feeling? Is the psychic link Rimini
established between all of us growing stronger each time the monster feeds? It
must be. For, God help me, I am anything *but* ashamed of what has happened
between myself and Rimini.
No. My feelings are guilt .... and
desire.
Guilt that my traitorous body should feel such pleasure at the
hands of the sadistic fiend who raped my lover so brutally .... and desire
burning in me to feel that pleasure again.
"Y-yes .... he was here. He
.... bite me." Jean raises trembling fingers to his throat, gingerly touching
the livid wounds. "I couldn't call to you .... I couldn't breathe
...."
He dissolves into helpless sobs. I gather him into my arms,
stroking his back, murmuring soft words into the silken softness of his
hair.
"It's all right, Jean .... ssshhhhhhh .... it's all right .... you are safe
with me."
Ha. As if either of us can ever be safe as long as Rimini is
around. That psychic link can lead him to us no matter where we go, no matter
where we try to hide.
I lie down beside Jean, and we snuggle against each
other until his sobs subside. Within the coments, I hear his quiet, regular
breathing, and I know he's fallen asleep in the comfort of my arms.
His
head is resting against my shoulder. He fits so well against me. It feels
entirely natural for him to be sleeping like this, his naked body pressed
against mine.
I look down at him. So many times I've watched him sleep
like this ....
Like the first time we made love, after coming back from
the fight that finally destroyed that damned glove.
Passepartout doesn't
think I know what happened to him in that fight. I do.
I felt such
satisfaction in seeing that evil Chinese bugger die such a terrible death ---
justice for what he did to my beloved Jean.
The thought of another man
*daring* to touch my love in the way he did .... no. I won't think about that.
It's over, and he's gone. And that was the first night Jean and I were
together.
Then when my father's remains disappeared .... Jean came to me
in my room at Shillingworth Magna, and held me for hours while I cried out my
pain, and my guilt at never having made amends with him. I shudder to think what
my emotional condition would have been had he not been with me.
We did
not make love that night. He would not allow me to assuage my grief by using his
body, which was probably for the best. But his love .... his patience .... his
understanding helped me get through a very difficult time.
It touched my
heart when he cried along with me. My sweet Jean. He is so incredibly sensitive
to the feelings of those he loves.
For one horrible moment at Marechal's
castle, I thought I had lost him forever.
I will never forget the moment
when I hauled myself into the frozen Aurora, to see Passepartout covered with
frost. For one heart-stopping, horrifying moment, I thought he was dead.
I wanted to die too. I wanted to jump from the Aurora and break every bone in
my body.
It would not have been a worse pain than losing the man I
love.
I made love to him over and over again that night. I let him sleep
for an hour or so, and then awakened him and slipped inside him again and again.
I couldn't stop touching him, fucking him .... I had to know that he was alive,
and safe.
Poor Passepartout. He was so sore the next day. He was a bit
miffed about that. He refused to let me make love to him for nearly a week ---
the longest I have gone without the pleasure of his body since we became
lovers.
The worst was that damnable card game.
I should have
known better than to place that wager. I was stupid enough to think that I could
not lose.
I lost. I lost everything.
But I could not bring
myself to care about the loss of the Aurora --- even of my family home. What
were they compared to the loss of the love of my life?
They meant
nothing. Passepartout meant .... everything.
It was such a relief to find
that I had been cheated --- that I could take back my lover *and* my
property.
No. The worst was not the card game.
The worst was
discovering the whip welts that had been seared across Passepartout's back. It
was a good thing we were safely back home when I saw them. Otherwise, every
servant in that castle would have been *dead.* I have never been so enraged in
my entire life.
That was another night that I made love to him several
times.
But the memories of our intimacies cannot begin to compare with
the sweetness of being here, now, and holding him in my arms, feeling his body
against mine, the warmth of him, the softness of his skin, the beat of his
heart.
I would die without this.
************
I must have
dozed off.
Passe --- Jean --- is still asleep in my arms.
God, he
is so beautiful. How did I ever live without him in my life?
I think I
first realized I loved him when he was possessed by the spirit of Lazarus. When
that oily Dr. Draco as good as kidnapped him and kept him in that terrible
place.
I nearly fainted when Jules and I entered that room and saw what
Draco had done to Passepartout. I could barely focus on freeing him from the
chains; I only wanted to tear Draco limb from limb. He had said he would take
care of Jean; he had not said that his concept of "care" included what I --- and
any sane person --- would consider to be torture.
I wanted so badly to go to him then, after we had returned from dispatching
Lazarus for good; but I didn't dare. I thought he would be horrified, repulsed
that I desired him.
I was so wrong.
It saddens me to think of all
the time I have wasted that I could have been with him.
Ah, no matter. We
are together *now.* And forever.
Passepartout stirs in my arms. Is it the
intensity of my thoughts that has shaken him awake?
His eyelids flutter
open, and he gives me a rather sleepy smile.
My breath catches in my
throat. God, he is *so* beautiful. Seeing him like this, knowing that he is mine
--- heart, body and soul --- and knowing that he loves me, is almost
painful.
What have I done to deserve such love, such loyalty? And from
someone as rare and wonderful as my sweet Jean?
Nothing. I have done
nothing to deserve him. Like everything else in my life, he was given to me. He
has fallen into my arms too easily.
I have always been a selfish bastard,
but I am profoundly grateful for having Jean in my life.
"Master?" His
voice is soft, sleepy, a little confused. "What is wrong? Is morning
yet?"
"Nothing is wrong, Passe --- Jean. Go back to sleep."
"You
are calling me Jean." He smiles, and my heart melts. "You have never called me
Jean."
I trace his beautiful lips with the tip of my finger. "I am
calling you Jean now."
His smile fades. "H-he called me Jean
too."
I cannot bear to see the fear in his eyes. Fucking Rimini. That
.... monstrous abomination. I can deal with what he has done to me .... but I
will *not* allow him to terrorize my beloved Jean any further. Not while there
is still breath in my body.
I wrap my arms more securely around him, his
body trembling against mine. If only I could erase the evil memory .... but I
can't. All I can do is comfort him as best I can.
"Sssshhhhhhh, Jean.
It's over. He will not hurt you again. I won't allow it."
"You cannot
stop him, M-Master."
I know, Jean. I know.
I draw back and look
deep into his eyes --- those beautiful, dark chocolate eyes that have never
ceased to mesmerize me from the first time I saw him.
"I will protect you
from him as long as I am alive, my Jean. No-one will ever hurt you again, as
long as I can possibly prevent it. I promise you that."
A promise to him
--- and to myself. For I could not live with myself knowing that I had let my
shameful desire for that foul creature touch the man I love with all my
heart.
"I know you will, Master. And I will protect you too."
I
feel a rush of emotion --- love? desire? fear? all of them, mixed together ---
that grows stronger as it pushes to the forefront of my mind. Is this what
Passepartout is feeling now?
It must be. And what I am feeling as well.
It seems that the link
between us allows us to experience the emotions of the other, even when Rimini's
presence is not manifest. I can't tell what Jean is thinking --- but I *can*
assimilate his feelings.
It's strange, yet heady, exciting. It's as
though my lover's emotions are laid bare before me.
And mine before
him.
Oh God. Can he *feel* my desire for Rimini's touch?
Or does
he assume that desire is for *him*?
I *do* want Jean. I *DO*. I have
wanted him from the moment I laid eyes on him.
But is my desire for
Rimini stronger? Is my heart's intense love for Passepartout strong enough to
overcome my traitorous body's lust for the fiend who has, in a sense, violated
both of us?
I suppose we will find out eventually.
I know Rimini
will be back. He has unfinished business with me. And he will use Jean to strike
at me, in any way he can. My promises to protect Jean are as empty as my heart
would be without him.
I pull Jean even tighter against me, burying my
face in his soft dark hair. As though he can sense my distress, his arms tighten
around my waist, and we lie entwined in each other's arms.
How long do we
lie together, feeling nothing but each other, hearing our hearts beat, listening
to the rhythm of each other's breathing? I don't know. It seems like forever.
It's not long enough.
Finally, Passepartout looks up at me. His eyes meet
mine .... and I am profoundly moved by the depth of love I see in them. He loves
me. I don't know why, but he does.
And I love him.
I can't resist
kissing that beautiful mouth .... those soft, full lips that have tantalized me
from the first moment our eyes met, so long ago on the night of that fateful
card game, when our lives --- our destinies --- became linked.
Mmmmmmmmm
.... heaven could not be any more than this. His mouth, his eyes, the warmth of
his body .... and he is mine. Mine to hold, mine to kiss .... mine to
love.
I can feel him hardening against me. Just as I am hardening at his
touch, his kiss.
How could I ever have thought that Rimini had the power
to arouse me like this? The desire I've felt for him is nothing compared to the
love I feel for Jean.
Love versus desire. I know which one I would rather
have.
I let my hand move down Passepartout's slim body to gently cup his
buttocks with one hand. He gasps, pulls away.
How could I be so
infernally stupid? He must still be in terrible pain.
"Jean, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to hurt you .... I'm so sorry."
"Is all r-right, Master. Is
not so bad now. Y-you can touch me, I d-do not mind." His voice is trembling as
much as his body.
How could I have forgotten so quickly what a terrible
violation he suffered? I feel horrible. After just swearing to protect my lover,
the first thing I do is cause him more pain.
I am just as much of a
monster as Rimini. A hot wave of shame at what I have inadvertently done to
Passepartout washes over me.
"No, Master. You are nothing like .... him.
Do not feel badly .... is not your fault."
He felt that?
Jean nods
at me solemnly. I *am* an idiot. If I can feel his emotions, of course the link
will allow him to feel mine as well. And he has always been so sensitive to the
feelings of those he loves .... maybe the psychic link Rimini created has caused
that sensitivity to intensify.
"I love you." Oh, the intensity of those
softly whispered words.
Which one of us said them?
It does not
matter. We both *feel* them.
I kiss him again, harder, my mouth slanting
over his, our tongues probing each other's mouths. Bliss.
But that is as
far as this goes ... at least for tonight. Neither of our abused bodies is ready
for anything more .... meaningful. That will come later, when we have both
recovered from the dreadful experiences of the past few days.
*If* we
recover.
We break away from our embrace, reluctantly. Our bodies are both
too aroused by this physical closeness. I know that if I do not disentangle my
body from Jean's, I may throw caution to the winds and let my desires override
my good intentions.
I lie on my back, looking at him, admiring the smooth
skin, the well-defined muscles .... and the thick hardness between his legs. I
love Jean's cock. It's beautiful, large and thick, but not too long to deep
throat. He has the most perfect cock I have ever seen.
I can't resist
reaching out, stroking gently down the shaft with my fingertips, caressing the
sensitive ridge on the underside, my fingers ever so softly circling the pink
glans, rubbing against the oozing slit at the tip. Oh God, he's
beautiful.
The skin of his cock is so soft, so sensitive .... but there's
steel underneath the deceptive softness. He's rigid, throbbing, his breath
coming in little gasps.
Nothing to be done now but stroke him to
completion. Which I am only too happy to oblige him with.
I feel his
fingers wrapping around the shaft of my own cock, and move closer to him until
our hips are touching. His hand moves up and down on> me, stroking, pumping.
Ahhhhh .... so good.
Which of us comes first? I don't know.
We lie
there, basking in the warm afterglow of our lovemaking. It feels so good just to
have him beside me, his hand stroking up my body, over my stomach, my
chest.
My hand is moving over him as well, fingers caressing his
sensitive, hard little nipples. I can't help smiling. Jean is so responsive,
even after we have just made love.
He smiles shyly. "I like
this."
"What? Us being together?"
"Well, yes, that .... and this."
He taps my chest with a slender finger. "Being able to feel your
skin."
Hmmmmm. If he likes it .... maybe I should reconsider keeping the
chest hair off. It could be an interesting proposition ....
*I like it as
well.*
I can't move. My body is frozen, my vocal cords unable to utter a
sound. I can only move my eyes to the side to look at Jean.
He's
apparently unable to move too, judging from the look of panic on his
face.
Rimini.
*Yes, my beauty. I have decided that I could not let
the evening go by without paying the two of you a visit .... especially as you
have entertained me so beautifully already.*
*He saw?* Passepartout's
mental voice. The monster must have opened the link between all three of
us.
*Apparently.* Amazing how my mental voice can be as dry and sarcastic
as my actual words would have been, could I speak.
*Yes, mes cheries, I
saw. And I approve. It was a lovely performance.*
*Fuck you, Rimini! Get
out of our heads!* I throw the words at him.
*No, my beautiful Phileas. I
believe it is -I- who will be fucking -you-.* His gaze moves to Passepartout,
moving insolently up and down my lover's body. *I have enjoyed Jean immensely.
Perhaps I will again.*
*NOOOOOOOOO!* My mental shriek is deafening even
to me.
*Enough of that, Phileas.*
My mental voice is cut off as
smoothly as my vocal ability has been extinguished. It's as though Rimini has
slapped a gag over my mouth, both mentally and physically.
*Mmmmmmmffffff!* It's the only sound I can make. I can't stand this.
It's bad enough not to be able to speak, but to be silenced mentally ....
PLEASE! DON'T!
*No, Phileas. I think I will let you suffer for awhile. I
find your distress to be rather .... intoxicating.*
*No, please! Let him
go!* Passepartout's mental voice, begging, pleading with Rimini. *Do not hurt
him, please! I will do anything you want .... anything .... But do not hurt
him!*
*Ah, sweet Jean.* Rimini moves closer, bends over my lover, one
finger moving down the center of Jean's chest, down to his navel. *This will be
an interesting night. -Two- beauties to .... sate my appetite with.*
I
can feel Passepartout's overwhelming fear. After what he's already suffered at
the whim of this perverted beast, I don't wonder that he's terrified.
What will he do to Jean? To both of us?
*The night is just beginning,
my lovelies.*
Dear God, help us.
Please.
Someone ....
anyone .... help us.
*There is no help for you.*
He's
right.
Oh my God.
*************
END PART
3