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Avon stalked the flight deck of a nighttime Liberator,
her telltale lights winking with amazing rapidity and consistency, considering
they were in safe space. Avon snorted at that thought, Blake had never led them
to safe space.
In fact if anything the pathological inSane urges their
illustrious leader seemed to grow more and more reckless.
Avon stirred
his thoughts again, not liking what he came up with, not remembering the desires
he had so long suppressed towards his fellow men.
No, that's not quiet
right. Fellow man. Vila he thought almost wistfully. Damnable little thief, he
thought, always in my thoughts, always at my side.
Again reverie
overtook him, from the dark days of the Federation holding cells on earth to
now. Vila had been the only constant, the only one who mattered and if the truth
were known the only reason he stayed with Blake.
His own sense of duty
appalled him, the desire to be a leader of men bored him and this unforgivable
attempt to overthrow a superior enemy, resulting no doubt in an unpleasant end,
frustrated him.
Anna knew she could never hold him, all the others knew
as well and then Cally...Was it really only yesterday....felt something that
should not have been there in the taciturn and recalcitrant computer tech.
Something that had stirred his heart and stilled his breath for a
nanosecond as he looked on the crumpled sleeping form of their own thief.
Of course he had had to make the nasty remarks, but even as they were
born out of habit, his mind turned and they were cold as blood on his tongue.
Cally sensed it all too clearly and touching lightly his elbow had given
him one of her patient looks and that smile, that damnable knowing
smile.
Had he told Vila? Ever? No. Would he? His heart thundered,
murderous in his breast. It was old fashioned, it was stupid, it was.
He
ran out of superlatives and picked up the broad tipped pen that Gan had used to
write with. Such beautiful flourishing hand he had had. Shortly before his death
he had given the pen and some lessons to Avon and even now he used them when he
was quiet or bored or well now, whatever the reason took him.
Analyzing
this in himself he decided that he was probably honoring the memory of a dead
friend.
Snorting at the sentimentality he began to write each word,
beautifully crafted, each letter embellished and when finished he smiled. Such a
rare sight in itself.
He knew that Vila took the next shift, and leaving
it on the console where he normally worked he smiled again. The thief had always
been curious by nature and Avon plied him with the tools and desire all too
frequently, this would be no different and maybe now he could get some
sleep.
The lights dimmed on the flight deck, a ten minute warning that
his shift was coming to an end and Vila wandered in rubbing sleep from his eyes
and carrying a small puzzle disc to wile away the small hours of the
night.
"Status is normal," Avon said curiously breathless, "Obit approach
is set. We are four hundred thousand spacials out from Crasta and will make
planet fall in the next few hours. No sign of Federation troops or any
mines."
Vila nodded or grunted Avon was never sure as he left the thief
on the flight deck alone.
True to form, Vila checked all the gauges and
read outs before settling down, the fine paper under his fingers, Avon's
beautiful scripted hand and a soft lyrical poem.
Vila read it once,
blinked back a tear and read it again. He frowned, put the paper down and walked
the circuit of the flight deck muttering imprecations to himself.
Finally he stole a glance at the paper and walked back and picked it up,
tucking it in his breast pocket of the leisure suit a single tear streaking his
face as his smile grew.
"Avon you murderous son of a bitch, you should
have told me sooner." He smiled again opening the page and running sensitive
fingers over the words.
It read simply.....
I had bidden him enter,the thief that is,
Into my precious tower of
unknown hue.
A place whose dark walls had echoed mock life,
Of thoughts and
fantasies swirling through
The mystic ruins of temporal halls.
A dark
place, where life itself had feared to enter,And laughter never rung.
A place
where love had skitted over hollow halloed rooms:
And into this place of
solitude and misery
Willingly came the thief.
It was you who dared open
the windows
And bring to me the light.
It was you, who held me up above my
fears,
And it was you who sought to love me.